下一个心灵的磨练

才发现,原来自己还是太容易动情
以为可以铁石心肠
却绝情不起来
痛恨自己太容易动情
轻易相信人
太容易对一个人有感觉
虽然清楚知道自己心里的是谁
但却还是避免不了
虽然知道那只是短暂的感觉
但就是讨厌被骗的感觉
一定要让自己变得铁石心肠
不让自己动心
才是保护自己,不会受伤的最佳方法...

severely..

I could pretend that it had past for a few years and finally I was fully recovered 
perhaps I was wrong
I realized it will never disappear from my life no matter how hard I tried to bury it
and I wouldn't forget what actually ever happened in my 16th
I'm really bummed that I try to wipe it so hard yet I failed
My mind was just like smashing stuff inside when I heard the sound of the break and the collision
It gone deeper as I tried hard to escape or even forget