severely..

I could pretend that it had past for a few years and finally I was fully recovered 
perhaps I was wrong
I realized it will never disappear from my life no matter how hard I tried to bury it
and I wouldn't forget what actually ever happened in my 16th
I'm really bummed that I try to wipe it so hard yet I failed
My mind was just like smashing stuff inside when I heard the sound of the break and the collision
It gone deeper as I tried hard to escape or even forget