Monster..

Long time no see, seems like you're doing better since I've last seen you
You look prettier trough you always looked beautiful in my eyes
but something about you seem different today
you have a cool look on you
the gaze you put on me is full of pity
In front of you, I look smaller
I act like it's fine, I try to change the subject
I have a lot want to ask, but you cut me off
your hair flows in the wind and it hits on my cheeks and leave
you turn around and leave just like that
Would I look silly if I try to hold you back..?
I can't think of anything to say
Trembling, you take two steps backward
you said that now you're afraid
you're the one who drive me crazy
I love you, Baby I'm not a monster
you know how I was before
After time passes, it will disappear
you'll know then
You said, let us be together forever no matter what happens
You said, let us be together when we're happy and when we're sad
I said, let's love today as if it's the last day
The world without you is like a capital punishment
The world doesn't go correctly without you
Your existence has become an incurable illness for me
Everyone may look at me with judging eyes
but what really hurts me is the fact that you have become a part of that "everyone"
Please remember the old me that stood next to you
Please don't ever forget me